Not dead...

Hey everybody.  

I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long and not answering comments for a long time. A lot of stuff have been going on lately, especially trying to get my YouTube channel running more actively. (The username of my channel is the same: RomanceFreak, if you want to know) Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, Matthias, and a few other YouTubers have the same goal of giving someone a smile for the day and be of comfort to people who need it, and I want to do the same. I had been making my so I can be able to give comfort to those who need it with my Let's Reads, sketches that I will have up soon, and other stuff. I've been editing and uploading and trying to figure out stuff. I haven't given up drawing or anything, I'm doing a lot of drawing still. Those still waiting for requests, I'm so sorry I haven't been doing that. I will get some stuff up eventually. And I'm so sorry that I haven't been part of many group stuff, especially Great Mouse Detective stuff, or saying hi to all you wonderful people or anything. There's no reason I shouldn't, and I'll try to be better at being updated and stuff.

I just...feel so down in the dumps right now. I've got so much pressure on me to finish certain things in my life (associates degree, driver's license etc.), I've been having frustrations with my movie editing, and some other stuff. I also have this terrible feeling that, even though a few people will smile at me and laugh at what I say, I sometimes think it's out of pity or they don't enjoy me really but want to be nice. I don't know why, but...sometimes I feel that way when I talk to certain people. 

Anyways....once again, I apologize for being gone for so long. I'll be answering comments tonight, then going to bed. Once again, I'm so sorry. I don't know how active I'll be, but I'll try to be on more often, if I can. 

I'm sorry....